Sometimes the need to write takes upon you.
You may have nothing to say, no stories or
poems or songs or rants striving to escape your mind,
but you need to write. This is often a
painful thing, the desire to write without the words
to back it up.
So you go and you sit and you let your mind wander.
In the shade of a tree or in the heat
of the sun of a dying summer, you call forth into
the recesses of your consciousness. You cry out
in your mind, trying to summon your Muse, trying to
bring forth the magic that carries your
thoughts across the page for all to see.
Sometimes this works. Your mind clears
out and becomes idle. Your everyday thoughts
fade away and an Idea pops up, screaming, “Get paper!
Get a pen! Grab hold of me, we’re going
for a ride!”
So you obediently grab hold and ride the wild,
untamed Idea out. Hanging to the furry
back of your wild, kicking, bucking Muse with one
hand and waving your pen about in the other
like a rodeo rider’s battered Stetson.
Sometimes the Idea kicks you. Sometimes
you try too hard to tame it, and the Idea
becomes broken, domesticated. No longer a raging,
snorting, primal Idea, but merely an everyday
idea.
A good writer can avoid this. A good writer
knows how to hold the Idea in rein while
letting it choose its own course. Anyone can
steer an idea around a page, but it takes a true artist
to be able to give in to the whims of the Idea and
let it take them where it will.
And so the writer will sit, oblivious of the
outside world. Ticks and mosquitos from their
shade tree will go unnoticed. The sweat pouring
down their backs and necks from the dying
summer heat will be ignored. The only thing
they feel, see, or experience is the thrill of the ride,
and the exhausted satisfaction that comes of having
ridden and ridden well.